I have a four year old Australian Shepherd, Charlie. He is my best friend and the biggest source of joy in my life. He got me through losing my 21 year old brother last year and some of the most difficult things I’ve experienced. Two weeks ago, he threw up a large amount and kept throwing up throughout the day, but otherwise acting normal. I took him to the vet the same day just to be safe. They did an xray and spotted what they thought was a foreign object in his intestines. I was given the option of taking him to surgery or waiting to see if he could pass it overnight. I decided I wanted to go forward with surgery rather than risk waiting. During surgery, the vet called to inform me it was much more severe than expected; he had swallowed a stick that punctured his intestines and pancreas. After surgery, he made it through the night but remained unstable. The following days didn’t go as planned and he eventually went septic due to complications. After several struggles and surgeries, he’s been diagnosed with sclerosing encapsulating peritonitis. Now the vet recommends euthanasia. It’s breaking my heart. I can’t bear the thought of letting him suffer longer if he’s just going to die anyway, but he still looks bright and alert. I thought we had more time… I’m terrified I’m making the wrong decision. He trusts me completely. What if I betray him?
You are not betraying him. He needs you to end the pain. I am so sorry. You have been such a good dog parent. It was a freak occurrence and you did your best.
You have shown him so much love. Relieving his pain and suffering is the right choice now. When he goes to sleep, he won’t know it’s the end—only that you love him.
He relies on you to make the best decision for him. Ending his suffering is the kindest thing you can do.
You are making the right decision. If they have such a low chance of making it, letting them go becomes a kindness. Much love.
May God bless your loving heart. You’ve done all you can. Give him an act of love and end his suffering.